Why did I even publish last post ? 

Anyway, I still feel like writing. My blog has no structure but no one is reading so I shouldn't care about that. But if someone is reading I don't think that should change anything my brain has no structure either. 

I am brainstorming too much. But this is since I was a little girl so I'm used to it. I personnaly think that brainstorming is important because you're more laid back and you think more when shit happens. I am a very "zen" person, I think a lot before I act, and I never act crazy. People tell me that the more you think the less you live but I don't think so. Thinking helps you to make less mistakes. But I admit that sometimes you should forget a little bit your mind (with moderation) and act with your heart. And it is when you do that that real things happen to you. I don't mean things like "do cocain" but for exemple tell the person you love that you do even if your brain tell you no to. Crazy stuffs never really happened to me. Okay I lived funny stuffs but no "wow" stuffs. But I don't search for it, if it has to come, it will. It is when you don't search that you find. I would like to point out something though. It is not by laying in your bed that you will have the crazy life you want to have. It is like in the famous drawing (I don't even know if it began with a drawing but anyway) were it is said that "Where the magic happens is out of your comfort zone." And I think that it is pretty much true. 

That's it for today I guess. 

Fuck it

I wrote a post and blogger didn't save it. I hate it I feel pissed off right now. It's just so annoying I don't feel like writing anymore for the moment. Maybe later, maybe tomorow. As a reminder for myself in case I decide to write it again it was talking about : 

- how The Perks was inspiring me

- the tones of work knocking me out

- why my biggest wish by now is to get in  my unis in England 

Time capsule

Sleeping Lessons  - The Shins

Hello guys, how you doing ?
So I created this blog only a few weeks ago, and I already feel bored. I think it's probably because it doesn't really look like me, and also because I think it's useless the way it is.
The thing is, last night at school I had a deep, serious, and powerful discussion with a friend of mind about life, future, ambition and happiness. We were on our way to the showers and this discussion came out very easily. So we sat there for one hour and half, talking like grown-ups. To be honest, it was the purest moment of my month. We had the idea to write a time capsule. We'd both write our actual thoughts, our projections of ourself in 5,10 and 20 years, give it to eachother and then wait to meet again. But later I thought: I have a blog, and Internet is one of the thing that is normally going to be there for a long long long time, so why not use this as a time capsule ? Why not write here everything ? My thoughts, my fears, my dream, and my life in general ? I don't think that talking about things I bought is very important for me. Being a beauty/fashion blogger is just not for me. And I think it's better like that. I prefer food and music. (lol) I'm still going to talk about my -way too boring- life, and I think it's going to be more "personal".
And it's probably the reason why this blog is entitled "the exposed diary".

Music crush - Keaton Henson

Hello guys, how have you been lately ?
Basically, weather is getting colder and colder, and I feel more and more tired and sad for no reason. I don't know if I'm the only one feeling especially sad during autumn and winter. (I hope I'm not alone, please tell me you're like me!)
I don't want to bother you with my sad thoughts, it's NOT cool at all! If you don't feel like I do, you need to pop out and dance and sing and laugh! (don't worry, I'm not suicidal either, I still laugh!)
Anyway, this post was supposed to present you my music crush. Music is all my life, basically. I sleep, talk, drink, breathe music. Seriously, I can't imagine where I would have been in my life if music didn't exist. (and food too... Even if I know that if food didn't exist, i wouldn't have been obsessed with my - too high - weight)

SO. Let me introduce you to one of the best piece of talent I've heard. (for broken, lost, misguided, mindfucked, painful or quiet souls)

Keaton Henson is a English folk-indie-rock musicians, and also a poet and visual artist. His songs are simple, but powerful. His music, lyrics, and fragile voice simply get deep into your ears, and souls. It's the kind of music you listen too when you're in a mind-blowing mode, when you want to be alone.
When I listen to him, i just want to hug him and want him to hug me at the same time, and tell me that everything is going to be okay.
He is a pure diamond. In the same way that Bon Iver is (and if you get me started on Bon Iver, I'm never going to end my "he's-basically-my-music-god speech". So don't do that!).
He has two album yet: Dear... , and Birthdays. And both are amazing. The only critic I might do is that both are almost the same, but it's still a pleasure for your ears to listen to them.

So here are a few songs I love, I hope you'll like it as much as I do.
Tell me what you think about it!

A photoshoot called "Rain".

Hello cookies!

Last saturday i shot the pretty Luna. The weather was awful, there was thousands of tourists... But we made it! I asked her to wear a total black style ans she came up with the idea of the black lipstick. It is one of my favourite photoshoot so far because i realised how much I evolved since the start of my "photographic journey". 

the pictures are in my other website: http://treizeheuresdouze.blogspot.com 

I hope you'll like it! Please tell me what you think :)

(useless post)

Last week Charlotte, a girl I met by facebook asked me if i could do some photos for her agency so as usual I said yes and met her in the "Centre Pompidou" which is an exhibition center. I took a few pictures and she took some pictures of me too (even if I hate being taken in photographs). Here are my two favorites.

 her, by me

me, by her

A photoshoot called "Boy"

Daria is a fantastic girl I met last summer in Malta. She cut her hair when she was drunk there (with the help of friends) and as she liked it she kept this hairstyle and dyed it in blonde. Her short hair inspired me for a "act like a boy" shoot. I wanted to do something different than my pretty-girls-with-long-hair usual shoots. This is why I sent her an inbox and she quickly accepted. So we went in a stadium with a skatepark and other pitches. I was pretty cool, she came with her best-friend who helped us for some stuffs. Even if we almost got killed by skaters and there were thousands of kids everywhere, I'm proud of the result!

the pictures are here: http://treizeheuresdouze.blogspot.com

and here are some "backstage" photos with her best-friend: